01 June 2016

Closing Time

Yesterday will definitely one for the books, tagged and filed in the saddest slash devastating moments of my life. 

Early morning tumawag si Maryam while I'm still attached to my bed. Her first words were more than enough to deliver the whole point. "I have a problem. The business is not doing well." and all of a sudden I turned out to be unwell. She mentioned the status of our target market and industry, which is currently unstable. 

Sobrang opposite sa inaasahan ko. I trust Maryam more than anyone else. I joined her team without signing a single contract to have an assurance. Kasi naniniwala ako na sobrang bait niyang tao at hindi niya ako lolokohin. Oo, mabait nga siya and she has to be brutally honest about the real score. The context of her message is  telling me to find another job. Oo, maghanap ng trabaho sa panahon ng Ramadan. Parang sinabi niyang magtinda ako ng halo-halo sa panahon ng tag-ulan. Tsong, gusto kong maiyak. Kasi naman kakakwenta ko lang nung isang araw ng magiging budget, savings at investment ko monthly para ma-reach ko yung goal ko na mag-travel, magkaroon ng investment at makauwi. Isang malutong na shet sabay iyak tawa. 

Una kong sinabihan si Karl. Pagkagising ni Win naglalaban ang loob ko. Ayaw ko naman itago sa kanya e. Baka lang kasi maiyak ako sa harapan niya habang pinipilit kong kumbinsihin ang sarili ko na okay lang yan. Naisip ko agad san ako kukuha ng panggastos, pambayad sa mga necessities ko. 

Nakiusap ako kay Maryam. Although naiintindihan ko rin ang sitwasyon niya, di ko lang rin maatim na ganito kaswabe ang pagkabigo. Pero ito na yung reyalidad. Naipit na rin siya. 

Minessage ko si Grace kung gaano ko na gustong sumuko sa Dubai at umuwi na lang like how we used to rant to each other about life shizness back at the hub. Natuwa ako kay bakla nung sabihin niyang "Baks we've been to worse". It somehow kick my balls as if i had balls. May sense talagang kausap to si bakla e. More likely nakaka-relate siya sa pinagdadaanan ko dahil halos magkaduksong ang mga bituka namin sa magkaparehong tadhana. 

Gayunpaman di ko pa rin maiwasang malungkot. Hatinggabi na mataas pa rin ang pagkabagabag ko. Umaaliwangwang pa rin sa isip ko yung sinabi ni Maryam e. Salamat sa kwek-kwek na foodtrip namin kagabi, it sort of save the day from being totally miserable. Simple joys ika nga. Time to sleep, but no, I had to spill this shit inside of me. Nasabi ko na rin kay Mimay at Florence and I couldn't just ignore that sadness they have felt for me. Pero kahit papano nabawasan yung bigat sa pamamagitan ng pag amin na nabigo ako. Gusto ko ng umuwi sa loob ng isang buwan, kaso naisip ko hindi pa tapos tong braces ko.

This morning I managed to convince myself that everything will be alright. Naglakad ako papuntang office na katulad ng dati. Pagpasok sa office nagsindi ako ng pot pourri para sa konting aroma at relaxation. Turn on the laptop and listen to "Even when it hurts" ng Hillsong. Lord nakakaiyak. Hindi ko alam pero nasabi ko "Lord use me according to your will" And I started to recall a short message I received last week. "Is it really a bad day? Or it's just a bad 5 minutes that you milked over the whole day" Then I asked myself "Is it really a bad life? A bad luck?" Yes I freaking lose my job, but I still have awesome friends, supportive family, loving boyfriend. I have the basic things I need and even the stuff on my wishlist. I have saved a little amount of money, I'm debt free. I'm healthy, I'm capable, I'm alive. It is not a terrible life after all. 

I spent the whole day sending CV's to several companies. I got time to have a skype call with Karl and it was enough to bring me back on track though I'm still struggling. Karl reminded me that I will always have a home with him. That anytime I could go back to Ph and we'll start anew. It feels consoling than it sounds sweet. Pero para sakin nandito na ako, sayang eh. It is not entirely messed up. I could still build myself up. And I love what he said "You only have five seconds to move on. Yan ang motto namin sa trabaho kasi after 5 seconds may susunod ng client" and that makes sense. There are things ahead, whatever it is I have to pick my ass and get back to life.


Nag-aya ako sa tropa na mag-abra, pero busy ata sila. I guess it calls for a "me time". Thank God hindi mainit at mahangin sa labas. Nag-abra ako pa-Ghubaiba. I feel relaxed to see flowing water. Siguro may psychological explanation doon. 

Took some photos of the sunset and went to the local shawarma house where we used to have chai tea. I ordered parata meal and chai. Hindi ko naubos yung pagkain ko. Napansin ni ate na nagseserve. Sabi niya mukha pa akong teenager but we later on found out na mas matanda pa ako sa kanya ng isang taon. Mukha daw akong bata at walang problema sa buhay. Gusto kong sabihin ate kung alam mo lang wala na akong trabaho what the heck naman buhay oh. Tinanong niya bakit mag-isa lang ako. Sabi ko trip lang. Sabi niya "may problema ka ano?" Hay ate magbu-burst out ang hormones ko kung alam mo lang, but I was able to say "oo meron" without a blink of an eye. Out of nowhere she suddenly started to tell her story and from that point i felt some connection between the two of us. She put in details how and why she came in Dubai. And it wasn't the usual ofw stories that boils down to poverty. She's the eldest, she came from a broken family then they lost their mother at young age. Dati siyang drug addict, at early age she admits of becoming a pokpok to provide and sustain for their family. She became kabit, she have 3 children all from different fathers. She's extremely been into worse. But here she is, taking steps to change her life, grateful to God and continuously praying for her life and for her family. Yes, she is a waitress in a local and small shawarma house. As far as I know hindi ganon kalaki ang sweldo nila and the fact na they haven't provided an accommodation by their employer makes it legit for them to say na ang hirap maging ofw suck it. I wonder how much money she send to her family back in Ph and it sort of bothers. Beyond that, what resonates is knowing where her heart is after all the effin bs in her life. Si ate maagang binigo ng mundo, maaga ring lumaban, nabigo, natuto at bumabangon. I am amazed how grateful she is to God for what she has become right now. And that is sufficient for me to realize that there is more to life than sadness, pain, failure and rejection. 

Tapos ayon nagpaalam na ako kay ate. Tumambay ako sa labas ng Ghubaiba Metro and it is a perfect place to feel alone, to be sad at ano ba grabe yung iyak ko sa gilid pero walang nakakapansin dahil madilim. But i felt safe, i was relieved afterwards. Yung hangin effect iba, sapat na para makahinga ng malalim. Tapos nag-text si Win ng moral support. So syempre umagos na naman ang damdamin ko. Kaya pinakalma ko muna ulit ang sarili ko ng mga isang oras. Nakinig sa mga worship song, drown myself in pain and sadness, allow God to speak in silence at niyakap ang sandaling yon at umiyak ulit na parang hindi na sisikat ang araw.

Lord I really don't know what is happening in my life right now. But whatever it is, I'll get through this with you. Whatever you want me to do, wherever you want me to go, I'll certainly be there with your grace and guidance.

22 May 2016

MOVING BEYOND MEDIOCRITY

Guys, guys, guys! Okay, uunahan ko na kayo, hindi ako professional writer o magaling sa storytelling and ek-eks. I was asked to write a reflection *paminsan-minsan* sa Feast Dubai Bulletin and this is my very first published article. Again, hindi po ako pro writer at hindi ako magaling sa grammar, subject-verb agreement and the likes. So please bear with my errors. Just posting it here for whatever purpose (to inspire? for my own reference? basta). Nonetheless, all of the things I have written here were from the bottom of my heart and of course, this all for the glory of God. 

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MOVING BEYOND MEDIOCRITY
by Heavenknows
Published in Feast Dubai Bulletin
May 6, 2016

“Bahala na!” – these briskly decisive words are very common with Filipino. I remember how this expression has become my way of life for the past years of struggling with emotional despair. I lost my dear mother at the age of 19, a sudden twist of fate that brought me to a long road of agony. I was never ready to let go of her hand. There was grief, and then there were the pangs of despair. I really lost my enthusiasm. My father has been there along the way, shared with my pain, cried and struggled with me. Eventually, I rebuild my confidence with him and he has become the source of my hope. Three years have passed, we endured and gone through each day without my mother. Until one day, my father was diagnosed with liver cirrhosis and was given a lifespan of one year. Time ran faster as it seemed, all I could remember was his last days with us. It torments me a lot to see him stumble on simple things. He cannot walk without falling, he cannot swallow soft food without having to throw it up and we came to a point where he cannot recognize us anymore. My heart was shattering into pieces all over the place. It was November 2014 when he passed away. Grief and despair were drifting over my veins, again. I felt I was left in the desert after the joy of dune bashing experience. I was helpless, I lost my purpose, dreams fading away, I’m not going anywhere and all of the things coming are senseless. Life has hit me one-time big time, once again.

I surpassed each day either extremely drowning in misery or utterly floating in the obscure air, knowing that in no time I will swiftly fall again. I was either sentimental or completely deadpan. It made me care less about things, about people, about life. I was in a battle invisible to others. Something that I leave underneath my bed sheet in the morning, go out, does nothing and go back to it again when everyone else is sleeping. I know I have been going through the motions of life all those years and “Bahala na.” has become my mantra. I live in my own curated comfort zone. I was mediocre, I bound myself to act without giving too much effort and accept that things happened like that. I thought whatever fall out no one’s going to care anyway. Losing both of my parents made me independent in the sense of being selfish, that no one’s accountable of me and I am not accountable to anyone. I thought that was the best way to move on with life. But it unconsciously dragged me down. My relationship with people is failing, because I couldn’t care more for them the way I couldn’t care more for myself.

I came to Dubai and just be whatever fate wants me to be. One day I needed to have a video call with a loved one in the Philippines. It’s been a very long time since I opened my Skype account. Then I saw a short statement below my profile, which I have written there a long time ago. A striking message in bold text, “Work as if everything depends on you. Pray as if everything depends on God.” and I found myself in tears. All I know was I am going to have a video call and just catch up but something has struck me. It was God calling me that moment to restart my life with Him. He committed Himself as my heavenly father.

From there, I started to regain a sense of hope. Every day I go through a process of moving forward with God. He filled my heart with the desire to move out of my comfort zone and be on the courage zone. I have built a new dream not only for myself but also for my sisters who have struggled the same way that I did and for my future family. God’s love is overflowing. He has filled my love tank that I became capable of giving, pardoning and living with optimism.

Looking back to where I was before, all I can do is to be amazed at what God has done to my life. As long as my hopes are with Him, I will never run out of purpose.

25 October 2015

Zenath Building

Siguro nga I'm a strong person as to what people perceive kasi laging I deal with things with positive attitude and composure. Siguro nga. Kahit kapag tumitingin rin ako sa salamin nakikita ko ang isang taong hindi basta sumusuko sa kung ano pang kabalbalan ng buhay. Sasabihin pa sa sarili sa umaga "Kaya mo yan! Gow lang!" Siguro nga. Pero hindi e. Sa gabi, sa paghimbing ng lahat, sa sandaling pagtigil ng mga eksena, sa oras ng pagpapahinga, tsaka namang ligalig ng mga bagay na pilit mong tinatago at isinasa-isang tabi sa umaga. Na-master ko na rin ata ang pag-iyak na may hikbi ng di gumagawa ng kahit anong tunog, habang nilalamon ka ng lungkot at kung ano-ano pang bagay na may poot.

Ang hirap din aminin sa sarili mo na mahina ka dahil baka doon na lang ako sasandal sa kaisipan na iyon sa tuwing hindi na umaayon sakin ang mundo. Hindi naman sa ma-pride ako at ayaw ko magpatalo. Ayaw ko lang tanggapin sa sarili ko dahil kapag nag-breakdown ako walang taong accountable na sasalo sa akin. Isa talaga sa malaking factor ng kakulangan na nararamdaman ko ay ang katotohanan na nasa eternal life na si Mama at Papa. Minsan nga ang hirap pa sabihin ng mga katagang yan. Kasi bumabalik lahat ng alaala, masasayang bagay na hindi ko na maibabalik at ang mga personal na presensiyang hindi ko na ulit mararamdaman. God knows kung gaano kahirap ang bawat araw knowing that your parents will no longer be there to pick you up when you're in a middle of a hullabaloo. Sa gabi lumalabas ang emosyon, na mas lalong tumitindi kapag may ibang mabibigat na bagay ang dumadaan sayo. Sobrang hirap. Noon, lahat ng hirap na nararanasan ng isang adult napapawi kapag naaabutan ko ang tatay ko sa bahay. Kapag gumigising ako sa umaga lagi kong chine-check kung humihinga pa siya, seryoso yon. Sabay pupunta ako sa sala para tumigin sa larawan ni Mama. Ngingiti ng bahagya, bubulong sa hangin na sana panaginip lang lahat. Sobrang hirap lalo na ngayon, heto ako sa isang tirahan na wala akong kamag-anak, na walang ibang kakargo sa sarili ko kundi ako. Hindi pa ako succesful sa buhay. Marami pa ring struggles. I just chose not to mess up my own life. Kailangan mong maging responsible para sa sarili mo at para sa mga natitirang tao sa buhay mo. And you need to be strong for yourself, dahil nga wala namang ibang tao ang gagawa non para sayo. And I'd rather fail couple of times than doing nothing at all at mag-rant na ang unfair ng universe. 

Sobrang hirap pa rin. Eto kasi yung panahon na looking forward na ako sa security needs. Masyado nang malalim ang pangangailangan ko. Ewan ko. Minsan nahihirapan na rin ako iexplain ang sarili ko. Sobrang daming nangyayari at mas nagiging kumplikado lang kapag sinasabayan mo ng salita. Dadating ka na lang sa point na tatahimik ka na lang. Na hahayaan mo na lang at magdadasal ka na lang na sana matapos na ang bagyo. 

Hindi naman talaga ako yung tipo ng tao na agad agad sumusuko. Sobrang haba ng pasensya ko. Hindi ako susuko lalo na sa mga taong pinapahalagahan ko sa buhay ko. Kahit nakakapagod na hinding hindi pa rin talaga ako sumusuko. As much as I can, I will never cease to build bridges para lang mag-reach out, para lang umintindi, para lang tumulong in any possible ways. Wala akong problema sa sakripisyo dahil fulfilment din yun sa side ko at hindi ako humihingi ng kapalit. Ewan ko. Even if they'll burn the bridges patuloy pa rin naman ako. Minsan lang dumadating sa point na you also have to build walls para di ka masunog sa nagliliyab na tulay na ikaw mismo ang gumawa, dahil kailangan mo rin protektahan ang sarili mo going back sa thinking na walang ibang magpoprotekta sayo kundi ang sarili mo lang. Para buo ka pa rin. Para maging maayos ka pa rin. Para maibigay mo ulit yung sarili mo sa kanila after all. In the end gigibain mo rin yung pader, gagawa ka ulit ng tulay, hindi ka pa rin natitinag. You will always strive to help, to motivate, to encourage at kung ano pang positive chain reactions. And that's how you see your worth as a person. Kahit sa totoong buhay kulang din ang pagkatao mo. 

Hindi ko alam kung san matatapos. Paulit-ulit lang ang buhay.

12 October 2015

Happy Karl-arawan!

Hindi ko alam kung paano ako magsisimula. Hindi e, ganito... Hindi ko alam kung saan ko banda sisimulan. Tuwing naririnig ng diwa ko ang pangalan mo walang pagpupumiglas itong gumagawa ng mga libong bagay na siya namang magtatatakbo, sasayaw at magpapalangoy-langoy sa isip ko. Pangalan mo pa lang yun ha! Paano pa kaya kung maaninag ko ang mukha mo? Another isang libong bagay nang pinaghalo-halong saya, lungkot, pagmamahal at nostalgia 'yon. Tapos yung boses mo na laging naglalambing, so isang libo ulit yon. At baka nga tuluyan ko nang di mabilang ang mga bagay-bagay kapag maalala ko kung gaano mo ko kamahal. Kaso pag nandyan ka na sa harapan ko, tumitigil na lahat sa pagbibilang. Pera biro, seryoso ako sa puntong ito. 

Kung titingnan ko ang bawat larawan natin dalawa, sigurado ako na sobrang dami kong mahuhugot. Hugot ng emosyon, yung bawat kilig at kada bigat ng tibok ng puso ko. Hugot ng nakaraan, mga balik tanaw sa kwento kung paano ba nabuo 'tong tambalan natin na sa hinagap hindi sumagi sa mga taong parehong nakakakilala sa atin. At hugot ng mga bagay na naging tulay kung bakit ngayon naniniwala tayo na may forever. Sabeh? 

Sobrang epic talaga nung una tayong nagkita. Sa harap ng SM Sta. Mesa, sa ilalim ng nanlilimahid na araw. Bago pa 'yon pamilyar na ko sa pangalan mo, yung pagkakakilanlan mo na isa namang incognito. Okay naman, wala naman masyadong moment nung time na yon maliban sa sinabi mong "Hi Kras!" sabay pabebe wave. Nagitla ako, sabi ko sino ba ito? "Siya si Pablo." sabi ni Ate Madz, and I was like "Ahh okay, galawang breezy" sa isip ko. Aaminin ko, di ako kinilig pero feeling ko ang ganda ganda ko non kahit amoy alimuong na ko. Ganern lang. Afterwards, wala naman na. May kanya-kanya na tayong mga buhay. Tapos ewan ko,  basta dumating na lang yung araw na para sating dalawa. Bigla na lang nagkaroon ng spark ang tambalang Karl Marx at Mary Jane. Spark na hanggang ngayon buhay pa rin kahit ang layo-layo natin sa isa't isa at marami nang nagbago sa mga buhay natin along the way. Ang dami nang nagyari, pero ito pa rin naman tayo, minamahal lang ng kalmado ang isa't isa. Pak! Ganern.

Nakilala kita at kilala ka ng ibang tao na may pagka-astigin at tigasin. Pero sobrang l honor you sa maraming bagay. Akala nila sobrang astigin ka, pero sa likod nun you have the very kind heart and it made me realized that you really are the better person for me. English yon, wag kang ano. Chos. Kilala mo rin ako, may mga non-negotiables ako noon bago ako mag-enter sa isang relationship, kung ano ba yung nilulook-up ko sa isang lalaki. But when you open yourself to me dumating na lang ako sa point at sa desisyon na  isang kang espesyal na tao na hindi dapat dumaan lang sa buhay ko. Ikaw, yung buong pagkatao mo, isang malaking bagay para makita ko ng may kasiyahan ang mga natitirang araw pa sa buhay ko. 

Sobrang dami nang nagbago sa buhay ko. Una, sa pagkatao ko o sa bumubuo ng pagkatao ko. Sobrang nahihirapan ako to go on with life na wala na sina Mudra at Pudra. Minsan feeling ko may kulang sa love tank ko at ikaw yung nilu-look forward ko na punuin yung kulang na yon. Pero minsan ako lang talaga yung may problema, something my inner self can't control. I'm sorry kung minsan I force you to fix those intangible brokeness. Pero hindi ka sumusuko, you always choose to deal with it at ibigay lahat ng makakaya mo para maging panatag ako. Nakita mo yung buong larawan kung paano ako nag-struggle as a person sa part na yon. Minsan tumatahimik ka na lang, sinusubukang intindihin ang bawat rant ko sa buhay ko. Lagi ka lang nakikinig at naging isang malaking tulong yon para makapag-move on ako. 

Sa career naman, sabi mo nga nakilala mo ako blank lang ang kinikita ko. Ngayon ang layo na nang narating ko, literal. Nagbago na rin ang mga standards at goals ko. At nandyan ka pa rin, nakikinig sa bawat sabihin ko. Most of the time ang pushy ko (o bossy) pero nandyan ka pa rin para intindihan lahat ng mga kamunduhan ko. Kahit sobrang sukdulan na talaga ako eh hindi ka pa rin talaga susuko sa ating dalawa. Ewan ko ba, pero sobrang bait mo talaga sa akin. Kaya hindi kataka-taka na gusto ka ng mga tao sa paligid ko. 

Totoo, na sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko nandoon ka. Sa bawat desisyon, ambisyon at kahit ano pa man yon, lagi kitang kino-consider. Hindi rin naman ako magiging ganito kung hindi dahil sa pagpapahalaga, pag-aalaga at pagmamahal na binibigay mo sa akin. At yung pagmamahal na yun, it keeps me going and keeps both of us growing.

Sobrang nakakalungkot na wala tayo sa tabi ng isa't isa. Pero sa tuwing iniisip ko yung mga plano natin sa buhay, nasasabi ko na lang talaga na worth it ang bawat paghihintay at lahat ng pagtitiis. Baka pag nakita na ulit kita ng personal eh makalimutan ko na yung mga yon. Iba ka e! 

Ang dami ko na namang sinabi. Basta. Di ko na alam kung paano tatapusin tong mga sinasabi ko. Kulang pa e. Pero baka mawalan na ko ng bala sa anniv. Haha! Sige ganito bigla na lang mawawala.

Mahal na mahal kita dear! 

21 August 2015

Clingy


So far, isa ito sa mga masasayang araw ng buhay ko dito sa Budai. It was a mix of gain in spirtual abundance, immersing yourself to basic and simple joys to achieve contentment.

Simple joy ang topic sa the Feast Dubai ngayong session. Second time ko na rin tumugtog sa community as part of the music ministry. And I really feel genuinely happy to be part of the LOJ Family. Sabi nga nila, it's an "unspeakable joy" when you committed yourself to a life fully controlled by God. 

Isa rin sa mga naging blessings is yung mga bagong friendships. I am grateful to be in circle of people who find happiness in simple things. Though they've been blessed in so many ways sobrang humble pa din nila. 

After the Feast, we went to Taza for dinner, isa sa mga fast food chains na may masarap na fried chicken. Para siyang Jolibee or KFC sa Pinas pero kakaiba yung spice ng chicken nila, malasa. Everyone gave their equal share for the food. We're 10: Me, Stacey, Shana, Em, Hari, JM, Jonna, Aries, Christian and Adi. We got the family bucket (20 pcs chicken ata yun with fries, coleslaw and parata), pray before the meal then konting kwentuhan about personal ka ek-ekan habang kumakain. I just love how everyone shares the food to one another. Walang hiyaan, wala rin namang basubas. Kalma kalma lang. Pagakatapos kumain, biglang nagkaroon ng initiation sa mga bagong salta sa grupo - Ako, si Stacey at si Em. Kailangan magbahagi ang lahat. Medyo weird at nakakatawa. Kailangan lang gamitin yung mga pangalan namin sa kanta, para bang bulagaan portion na may knock knock who's there. Dapat lahat may participation o "contribution". Hindi yung nakikitawa ka lang ng nakikitawa. The next thing I know, composer na kaming lahat. Kailangan mai-way na mailapat ang mga pangalan sa kanta. It was funny how everyone get pressured kapag may isang bumanat ng magandang kanta. Bigla kang mapapaisip at kailangan ipush mo ang punchline mo with confidence and conviction, way of delivery is a plus dapat mabitawan mo yon ng maganda bago pa sumabog ang tawa mo. 



Afterwards dumating si Gel and RA, nagtuloy-tuloy ang mga banat at kasiyahan. It's getting late at nagkaayaan sa Mcdo para mag-kape. Nakakatuwa na pinili ng grupo ang simpleng kape over the fancy ones. For 12 aed pwede ka na magkaroon ng hot choco, cappucino or frapuccino. Masarap din naman at maganda rin ang presentation. Kung pwede nga lang eh sa sariling bahay na lang mag-kape ng 3in1, pero since may conflict pa sa mga schedules baka next week na namin yun gawin. 



Syempre di mawawala ang icebreakers or mga palarong one step lower sa larong pambansa. Ang unang laro eh yung magbibilang kayo from 1 to nth, one person per count at pag tumapat ka sa either 3, 6 or 9 digit bawal mag literal na bilang, kailangan lang pumalakpak. Sunod yung walang kamatayang pang all-time na category game. At sobrang the best yung mga tawa habang tumatagal ang laro, lalo na dun sa part ng magbigay ng leading man sa ABS-CBN:

Gel: Noli De Castro
Us: At sino namang naging ka-partner nun? (to validate na leading man nga si Kabayan)
Gel: Si Korina! (Okaaaaayyy, reasonable naman. Accepted!)
RA: Oh ehdi si Julius Babao. leading man ni Tintin Bersola
Everyone: LOL
Shana: Si Big Brother!
Me: Asawa ni?
Shana: Big Sister! (The best si Shana sa part na yan)
Me: John Llyod Cruz!
Them: Oy nasabi na yan!
Me: Ehdi John Llyod Cruz the third! (Lol)

Isa pang epic na category.

Shana: (Starting the round with confidence) Magbigay ng pangalan ng bansa! DUBAI! (2 points for Shana for being the best among the rest)

At marami pa ngang iba. Sobrang saya, nag hello to the world ulit yung ngala-ngala ko sa kakatawa. These people are simply the best!